Ali.

02:22 am: [011] Alicia is freaking out.
[Immediately after the third decree is posted.]

adrian.

I'm going with Katie to see her parents, I just wanted you to know. Can you mind Ry?

/private.

close friends/order.

I have no idea what I am. I'm adopted and I can't prove I'm anything one way or another. I don't know. No one knows. What if they think I'm a muggleborn? What if I don't go? What about Ryan? Reporting each other? What is it going to be next? Taking people off the street?

I hate this. I think I'm going to be sick

/private.

02:05 pm: [010] Alicia is a bit excited.
private to close friends.

THEWEIRDSISTERSAREONHERE. Must breathe. This is the perfect way to wake up on a Sunday morning.

I think my inner fangirl is showing. Should I go wake up the girls? I think I may have already, I did have a bit of a screamybouncing moment around my room.

/private.

10:59 pm: [009] Alicia has a moan.
Being back at school (training is like being back there) is kind of crap. Especially as I ended my last day singing Alice Cooper's Scools Out at the top of my lungs. I would have got swimmingly drunk with everyone else but I was pregnant which put a dampner on that plan.

I have a bruise on my elbow which makes drawing on the floor with Ry a painful experience. I'm not sure how I got it though, worrying. Now I'm going to go listen to The Rolling Stones and The Verve and definitely not Spice Girls. Though Ry does have a love for them which is kind of strange, I blame his dad...

09:38 pm: [008] Alicia misses the good ol' times.
All this talk of Quidditch tryouts is making me miss Hogwarts.

08:28 pm: [007] Alicia warns.
Adrian.

If you get anything flaming or just out of the blue do not open it, ok?

I don't trust those idiots not to actually do something.

11:52 pm: [006] Alicia misses people. or person.
A certain team of harpies was awesome the other week. Yes, I am only just getting to saying it because I've been training and spending time with Ryan when I can. Training takes up so much time and I'm so used to just being able to stop and play around with him for a bit. They might frown on it if I just take him to work though, right?

How's everyone doing? Hogwarts fun? I miss Hogwarts. Everything was so much easier then.

adrian.

I miss you.

Hey.

/private.

01:17 pm: [005] Alicia is sick of reading crap.
I call bullshit but we always knew that Prophet doesn't do real work, they just get that blonde haired bint to make it all up.

Angie/Katie.

Ice cream. I have it.

06:21 pm: [004] Alicia has an announcement!
Warded to friends [including but not limited to Weasley's, DA members etc. and includes Adrian, Penny, Oliver etc.].

Who's coming to the party tonight?

[Address]

We have some booze, some nibbles and lots of awesome music. You should all come and cheer me up.

8 PM onward!

06:28 pm: [003] Alicia has a question!
[Shortly before this]

warded to George and Fred - Katie and Angie can read too.

Ok. So, if I were to tell you that you had a son how would you react?

06:25 pm: [002] Alicia has a small panic. feat. Ryan Spinnet
private.

How stupid am I? I don't see him for over two years and then suddenly I sleep with him! How stupid? How much alcohol did I have? I am never drinking again. After the party. I can't not drink at the party, it is after all in my honour. Wonder if he could come. No. No. Very no.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Never drinking again. Ever.

God, it was good. Why must it have been good?

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

/private.

[Added around half an hour later, Alicia has obviously left her journal open and...uh oh!]

10:57 pm: [001] Alicia does a victory dance!
[PRIVATE]

I got in! Oh, merlin, I actually got in! I'm going to be an Auror. I can't believe. I actually...

For so long I've been looking after Ryan and the shop, then with dad and mum not taking it too well. I never thought I'd actually get to a point where I could do this, where I could support Ryan and myself and actually do the training. It's an amazing feeling. I'm just so excited! I remember having to withdraw my application and I never thought I'd be able to re-submit it and actually do this. I love Ryan and I absolutely do not regret having him but....sometimes I wonder how things would be different if I hadn't got pregnant. Where would I be now?

Those are silly thoughts though. I love Ry more than anything and no matter what he is the best thing that has ever happened to me.

[/PRIVATE]

Looks like I get to train as an Auror! I think this is cause for some celebration, right?

06:05 pm: Sometimes I feel like I'm alone,
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong,
Sometimes I feel so frail so small,
Sometimes I feel vulnerable,
( Sometimes I feel a little fragil. )